1. With the first week of Ophthalmology in the past, things are heating up. Clinic day on Monday, and already I'm anticipating the worst. Best thing to prevent this would be to prepare myself with facts and knowledge...
Good thing that yesterday's presentations were over with. Now to get down to proper studying...
2. Call me unwise, but I've managed to procure yet another novel - David Hewson's Dante's Numbers - to satisfy my thirst for fiction. At the rate I'm going, I would be able to establish some sort of a library or something...
And The Alienist is beautiful. I'm not even halfway done, but God, it's so worth the money I put into!
3. I do read something else than mystery/murder novels, of course. Motivational books I like as well (Never mind that I was somewhat offended when a salesperson suggested that I checked out another rack of motivational books, but that is irrelevant), although quite few of them are well-written enough for me to appreciate - or for them to give an impact that it'd actually manage to change my life in some way. But I do like Dale Carnegie's works.
In summary of what I've read so far: We worry because we are confused. We are confused because we don't have enough facts. We don't have enough facts because those that we have collected are inadequate, influenced perhaps by emotions and our own biases.
As said by Thomas Edison, "There is no expedient to which a man will not resort to avoid the labour of thinking".
And, by Andre Maurois, "Everything that is in agreement with our personal desires seems true. Everything that is not puts us into a rage".
Beautiful, and true.
The lesson? If I want to survive in this challenging world of medicine, for God's sake be objective.
Current Music: So Beautiful - Darren Hayes
P/s: ...Perhaps being busy in Ophthalmology has one advantage. I quote: The worried person must lose himself in action, lest he wither in despair.
Anyhow, here's a link for anyone who's up for online Ophthalmology reading. Or even this, I guess.
P/p/s: If I'm not updating this blog regularly, it's because I'm busy with another pseudoblog, i.e. Ophthalmology's e-logbook.
P/p/p/s: What is this sudden infatuation with Savage Garden!? Not too long ago it was with OneRepublic...Tsk tsk.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Compilations #6
Monday, April 12, 2010
Compilations #5
1. Coming down with an excruciating headache secondary to eye strain doesn't seem to bode well, considering that this is _Opthalmology_ that we're talking about, and today was just the first day! I foresee two weeks of hectic classes and rushing around and...2 days of RP-ing next week.
And is this e-logbook that they refer to something akin to blogging? Because I sure wouldn't want an academic journal-diary thing to be dripping with emo-angst, filled with pseudo-philosophy, marred by discontentment, and seasoned with Shakespearian or Victorian influence...
2. There are some things that do not matter in the long run, and as such, should carry little to no urgency. It won't really go anywhere, in spite of the fact that it's kind of far from one's reach for the time being.
...But maybe that's not the main issue. My priority list is not the same as others', and mine may be weak in all the wrong places.
...Getting it back on the right track will take some time and a whole lot of painstaking effort and a lifetime's worth of angst.
Good things come to those who wait. How far does it ring true?
3. It's extremely odd and tiresome. The campus's Wifi connection slows down to a turtle's sloth's tai-chi when it comes to my urgent, academic needs that is desperate to make full use of the university's database of journals and stuff. What form of evil, cheap conspiracy is this!? *facepalm*
4. Dear God. Please, please end this heat wave as soon as possible. Everyday I miss the rainy season like the desert miss the rain.
Current Music: Always Running Out of Time - Motion City Soundtrack
Penned by ad. Lucidus at 11:33 pm
Labels: incongruity, life, med-life, meteorology, people, snippets, sturm und drang
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Twisted Out of Context
1. ENT Viva went relatively well although my instincts failed in their attempt in anticipation. Had a safe drive back to own hometown. I am home. The Internet connection is restored. It rained (OH YES GOD THANK YOU!). Went shopping for a few things. Managed to catch up with a few things that I had neglected (although not the rest).
In summary: Bliss. Thank God.
2. I admit that I am rather behind in my general knowledge as to what on Earth has besieged the country as we speak. The papers I barely read - merely flipping through the headlines and choosing only those that would not enrage me or challenge my principles - and the Net...the webpages I go to have not been updated much.
...Excuses. Frankly, I'm just so tired of all the drama.
It's rare that my father would invite me to a discussion - more like an educational commentary, really - when it comes to certain TV shows. Then again, he usually would watch forums and stuff, while I'd rather retire to my own corner in the house and sink into my thoughts or surf the Net for my own brand of viewing pleasure. But such a rare occurrence actually materialised today, thanks to a forum that seemed to discuss about the government's policy of making 30% of every sector to comprise of the fairer sex.
I may be a feminist to some point, being part of the species, but I am still in doubt whether the government can actually pull this off.
It's not unusual if they suddenly withdrew the idea some time in the future after the damage has been done *cough*PTS*cough*PPSMI*cough*...
Whatever it is, I'm watching from afar...
3. I'm sorry, but I couldn't care less if anybody managed to get him/herself photographed with Najib. I'm no rabid fan of his, so how about trying something else instead?
4. There are some things that continue to plague our thoughts no matter how hard we push them out.
...Looks like I've to try harder. Nonetheless, knowing what to defeat is barely half the battle.
5. I'm going to miss ENT. Even more than Dermato...Oh my. I wonder what awaits in Opthalmo...
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