Showing posts with label gadgets. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gadgets. Show all posts

Friday, July 01, 2011

I, Fangirl

Contrary to popular belief, fangirling is a serious business.

There are not many things that excite me as much as the next person. I rarely follow TV series or even movies. Perhaps it's just how I was brought up - the TV wasn't my companion until after SPM.

I kind of think that my childhood is trying to get back at me. The level of fangirling I do for anime, Japanese RPGs etc is insane. Which is followed closely by Apple computers.

And so it is with open arms that I welcome the latest addition to my gadget collections. Affectionately named Avicenna II, it serves as a reminder to his predecessor, my very first Apple iBook.

Alhamdulillah.

This is not an advertisement for Apple. Really.
Clockwise: Mac Mini (Miki), iPod Shuffle, MacBook Pro (Avicenna II), iBook (Avicenna I), Apple keyboard & Apple mouse.

Honestly though - even now I question the necessity in owning a MacBook Pro when my iBook is still breathing (...) and alive, albeit some hardware problems which will be troublesome at times of desperate need. I actually considered getting a Windows netbook to complement Mac OS as a means to increase compatibility, but I had to hack the idea since I couldn't shake the notion of reverting to Windows. Besides, other family members are using Windows, so I'll have to even the numbers. Be the odd one out.

So as I type this entry using Avicenna II, I wonder if mankind's quest for gadgets will prove to be a never-ending and, ultimately, forever unfulfilling unless temporarily.

...Now I just need to get my PSP back working. The system crashed a couple of weeks ago, so I couldn't get started with Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep and even my Persona 3 Portable.

What's worse? Apparently Square Enix announced a new Final Fantasy title - FF Type 0, formerly planned to be FF Agito XIII - to be released in Japan this summer. Materialistic much? Or am I just unhealthily obsessed?

Friday, May 14, 2010

Now and Then, Here and There

"Si jeunesse savoit; si viellesse pouvoit"
If only youth had the knowledge; if only age had the strength ~ Henri Estienne


Sometimes we hear the laments of the older adults about how the youngsters nowadays have fallen from grace. This standard that the former uses would be "their younger days".

Then the youngsters would argue with "Time changes things! Things ain't what they used to be anymore!"

Rinse and repeat until
A) both parties agree to disagree
B) one side chickens out
C) the debate gets more physical
D) all of the above, in no definite order

There is some merit in both. Things are no longer as good as the olden days - I usually phrase this as "when the sky was still blue and the grass greener" - and the world today is a different place to live in compared to, say, thirty years ago. We can hardly blame the elders for their stand - how many times have you yourself frowned upon the idiocy and mischief those younger than yourself were up to?


Sure, some things come with age - responsibilities, maturity, wisdom, driving license and the realisation that the world is not only a bed of roses but the thorns are very much real. But that's not what this post is about.

It's how the younger generation are getting more and more daring at a younger age. Primary schoolchildren getting acquainted with cigarettes. Teenagers experimenting on sexual behaviours. Illegal racing. Drugs and gambling. Women and men alike having no shame of parading every inch of their body for others to worship with their lustful eyes and erotic touches. Adultery seen as something normal. Single parenthood is as common as the traditional idea of parenthood. It's the collapse of the basic institution in a society - which spells eventual doom of the latter.

The problem with this risk-taking behaviour is that it is practised at the wrong place, wrong time, wrong situation.

Perhaps it has something to do with the wrong escape route.

Consider for a moment: when we pursue material enjoyments, our reasonings more often than not revolve around this elementary excuse of "to de-stress". In the olden days, things were harsher - everywhere people laboured, parents were generally stricter, kids rarely sought for entertainment. When they did, their form of amusements were basic, using everyday items like slippers, rubber-bands joined to form a skipping rope, and coconut leaves. They didn't have much of an escape, so they faced their hardships with valour and they prospered in the end when they conquered their difficulties.

So they may have a right to brag after all. And, while they're at it, dismiss our generation as having been pampered, causing us to become weaklings who only complain when things don't go the way we want them to.

In contrast, our escape routes are plenty. Too many to choose from, that even if we can successfully overcome the temptation of one, there is no guarantee that we can survive the next. Nothing good on TV? Switch on the PlayStation or XboX. Bored of the console? There's the Internet. From there...my God, the destinations are innumerable. Practically everything can be found there, with the help of a good search engine.

These temptations beckon us to choose escape routes over facing and looking at our problems in the eye. It's not like one of those shounen anime subplots that require the hero or his posse to go on a journey in search of his/their potential to become stronger, to defeat the current villain. No, this is running away like a coward because one is too afraid of the prospect of getting hurt, failure, or the notion of leaving everything including comfort behind.

In other words, afraid of hardships.

So we run away, abandoning the chance to develop ourselves. As a result, we are accused of being pampered.

We retaliate, then we are labelled as rebels.

...There's just no end to this, is there?

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Now playing: Gackt - 哀戦士
via FoxyTunes

P/s: Title or post is in no other way related to the Now and Then, Here and There anime.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Content

Thank God. Thank You, dear God, for putting my rumbling heart to rest. Hopefully this shall be a valuable lesson so that there will be no repetition to this...idiocy.

But the journey ahead does not necessarily promise ease. Putrajaya next week - hopefully we shall be greeted with little trouble, because seriously now, I am tired of dealing with difficult people - for 6 weeks. Of course I wonder what possibilities I could have got myself into should I have requested to do my elective elsewhere, but I am reminded as to why I went for one closer to home.

Because I know that I do miss home, and that I might not be able to spend as much time being home anymore in the near future.

Besides, I like to think myself as needed here. It's all right that way, isn't it?

On the side note, perhaps it's time I do something for Avicenna...I've been overworking him too much, he deserves a little reward every now and then. In a form of a decent check-up and a new battery, perhaps.

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Now playing: Savage Garden - Hold Me
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, January 28, 2010

An Ode to THE One

A sentiment that I can only demonstrate through a poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, which sums up everything nicely. Almost everything, that is.

How Do I Love Thee?

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
<---(...yes, perfect dimensions!)
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
<--(haunting, even when out of sight...)
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise,
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.


...Wait, no, scratch that line about death...for after death, there is no more use...

Source


Apple Inc. continues to make me squeal in delight, which I must assure you, is not an easy feat. I can't numerate the reasons I love Apple so, much less know where to begin.

Hello, Apple iPad, I hope to own you pretty soon if the opportunity ever materialises. Bamboo who?

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Now playing: Kamiya Hiroshi - Kurayami Shinjuu Soushisouai (Uta Nashi)
via FoxyTunes

P/s: Take note that this infatuation may or may not be permanent, as parameters such as memory (my own, not the tablet's), financial status and rationality - which only arrives at a later date, if at all - all influence the exact outcome in the future.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Kanpai!!

May I say that, while I may not enjoy raya like most people, I really had fun two days ago?

It's not often that we old friends get together and...well, do stuff together. We each have our own paths to tread on, and it's nice to know that our separate paths still have several meeting points.



Although, it was a dismay that there were a few people missing. Please don't say that it's impossible to ever have a full house get-together episode!

...But we try. Somehow. Someday, if not today.

Current Music: Katayoku no Tori - Shikata Akiko

P/s: Doesn't look like I'll ever get in the mood to spam my FB account with pictures. Even those from long ago are still waiting to get uploaded...if at all. Sigh.

P/p/s: Looks like the time to spend is nigh, what with Avicenna starting to act up, and that graphic tablet still tempting me, and...well, a bunch of other things. Good God. I wonder if it has something to do with the duit raya coming in...?

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Compilations #3

Seriously, nothing worth reading will follow from this point.

1. Am already starting to miss Family Medicine. That's not to say that I'll be willing to do it for remedial though (Heaven forbid!), because I've got other plans. Hmm.

2. This, I need want.


When I saw it in real life, the price tag of RM400 was tempting. I mean, it's more or less priced the same as a handphone! *flails*
God Knows I can't be splurging now, of all times. There's this fear of eventually losing interest in the item after a certain time, and it'll be buried somewhere among my other things, perhaps not forgotten, but definitely collecting dust.
It's difficult when there are so many things that I want to explore, just to expand my hobbies and capabilities, but the time factor seems to be lacking...Sigh.

3. I can't believe I went ahead and defied what I used to obey-oh-so-dumbly. I guess the time to say "That's it, I'm sick of all this stupidity!" has finally arrived. Hee.
Still, I pray to God everything will go well...

4. Umineko no Naku Koro Ni, yes! I am pleased. Now all it needs is downloading...

5. Goodness gracious me, all the notifications that await me while I abstain neglect my Facebook account shows that I miss a lot. Not that I'll be upping my activity there, though...because other webpages are calling out for me.

6. It hurts when one is unable to express one's deepest desires freely.

Current Music: If Today was Your Last Day - Nickelback

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Ureshii Ver. 2.0

This will be (relatively) short, I promise.

1. After a grievous loss roughly 2 weeks ago, today I am finally blessed with his replacement, whom I shall dub [EDIT] Subaru-kun Hidenori-kun[/EDIT]. While it may not match up to the late Tatsuma II in terms of price and specifications, I must say that I am still content ♥, and truthfully, I don't need the HTC Touch Diamond2 specifically to be elated. Frankly, I didn't really listen to the FM radio in the deceased anyway - the one time I did attempt to use the feature was met with less than tolerable results. (So if I am ever in a dire need for a radio and I am nowhere near my car, I shall make use of Hakushio - providing I've brought him along).
Presently, am trying to get the hang & feel of [EDIT] Subaru Hidenori-kun...and perhaps move on from mourning over Tatsuma II for good.

2. This coming Monday marks the beginning of Family Medicine. Really!? Does this mean I need to get back to all my Internal Medicine stuff, assuming I'll be able to dig them up from...wherever it was I chucked my "To Be Used Later - If At All" items?

3. Thankfully, the issue of where and what we are to do during our Elective block is rather settled. I say rather, because it won't be much of a breeze. And, fortunately(!?), it's not going to be in IJN...

4. Forensics practical. Both the time and place that I wanted. Rejoice!

5. Psychiatry exam yesterday morning. I was thinking, like, "Where was Freud? There wasn't any question on Freud? WHAT?!" - not that I've a single speck of confidence in terms of my results...

6. We survived the trip from Kuantan to KL yesterday, despite the odds. So many people were willing to help for no cost at all. There's hope for humanity after all! ♥

Current Music: World is Mine - Hatsune Miku

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Lost

They always say never to take things for granted.

There is something so unforgivable when one is unable to correct a pattern that one has found to be utterly incongruous, utterly destructive to one's own being.

Here's the typical cycle; Owing to the oh-too-persuasive nature of marketing, we are tempted only too easily to own what may not be anywhere in our list of necessary items to purchase. Since - to some selected people - money is not too much of an issue, or that the item itself overshadows whatever doubts that we might have at first, we go ahead, denying the little voice in our head that reminds us that there is no turning back, and we happily go home with our newly purchased thing.

So at first our enthusiasm level towards it runs high. We gaze lovingly at it, we utilise it during each opportunity that comes by, we truly appreciate and treasure it for what it is.

Then the turning point comes right at us.

We start taking it easy. We become swayed in that we turn twice to look at newer things that, in essence, is similar to one already in our possession, although the former is more advanced. I guess it's akin to infidelity. Still, we start to yearn for the new.

As we continue our daily lives, there would be days when things go wrong in all sorts of ways. And when we least expected it, in a split second, a minor slip up leads to a disastrous consequence.

We turn and words fail us when the truth has hit us hard.

Desperate for things to return to how they once were, we try to resuscitate the poor belonging, hoping against hope, praying for that sliver of hope to shine through, for it to survive. Maybe a promise of never ever discarding it crosses our hearts. And regret tears away our conscience, our placid air.

It tries to break away from the web of death, but it's a little too late - no matter how we see it, it's already as good as gone.

...But we hold on to our self-control, our faith. Because God has great plans, and He Knows all. He has decided that it was time for it to leave you. Whether He will replace it with a better candidate, that remains to be proven.

He always has His reasons, and we always have our excuses. We are in a constant need to remember Him, and that He continuously tries our faith in Him. It is, after all, His Right upon us.

Farewell, mon cher. Thou hast served us well, and I could only offer you my utmost apologies for being such an ignoramus.

Current Music: mind as Judgment (TV Ver.) - Faylan

P/s: *insert appropriate background music* I'm in despair! The tendency to assume things has left me in despair! *cringe*

P/p/s: *longing gaze at HTC* *sigh*

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Numbers + Life's Story = Age

Maybe this post is a bit too early. Usually the discussion pertaining to one's age only comes hounding when it's either your own birthday, noticing your first wrinkle (which sticks out like a sore thumb!), when asked about it, sudden affliction or exacerbation of it, or even while you're filling the 'Age' column in any forms, official or not. The above situations don't apply to those who are conscious about their age/looks/self 24-7 though...

Psychology and Psychiatry books would say that certain age ranges are defined by certain characteristics. My memory on the subject is cloudy, but basically, young adults (teenagers included) are more prone to get involved in riskier activities, adults strive to perform in their career, and the senior citizens...well, they think of the next stage.

I was thinking more along the lines of how the Internet can reveal quite a lot in terms of one's age. I remember when I was younger - 10 or 11, was it? - when I welcomed the Internet with as much enthusiasm as I would in answering the postman at my front gate: Indifferent (because I rarely get mails). At the time, I had a superb encyclopedia in my computer - I cringe because I can't recall its name now! To think I loved it so much - and I was sufficiently contend with it that I ignored the Internet like it's just another mousepad on my desktop. My parents asked me why I did not bother much with Netscape...and I foolishly answered that it was troublesome to memorise the webpage address (I was a kid!).

Eventually I grew to embrace it, little by little. And when the ever-abundant amount of data is just a click away and the discovery of mp3's take me out of my shadows, my love for the Net was cemented.

Computers are more than just the Internet. Printing is now as natural as writing on paper, and gone are the days of typewriters. Just like how phones have evolved - imagine using the turn-a-dial telephone which involves waiting as the wheels return to its initial position after you dragged it to register a number, when all it takes to call someone up now is just pressing on keys...a valuable way to save time, wouldn't you agree? Of course, there are faster ways...your list of contacts in your mobile phones allows you to just select the person's name and voila! Soon you're listening to the tone while the other party answers you. (Oh, wait...now they have _caller ringtones_ that play music to keep you entertained if the person you're calling up is a bit late in answering - or hesitantly decide whether or not to answer you, or totally ignore your call, deliberately or no...)

So, in relation to how age is related to how one interacts with computers, I came up with these rough guidelines:
Kids - Games (and only games). There is also quite a considerable percentage who might be the destructive powers upon computers...In this age group, rarely do they use the Net as their main tool in productive aims unless forced to.
Teens - Socialising is the (if not the only) keyword. Friendster, Facebook, MySpace, hi5, Twitter. Next in line come interests, stalking and school/college assignments. (Remember, plagiarism is bad!)
Adults - Socialising, work and interests, in any order. And, Heaven forbid, crime in terms of those who are criminal-minded!
Seniors - Keeping in touch with relatives and peers.

Case in point; My youngest brother is stuck doing his folio for school, but he handles Microsoft Word so poorly I had to fight an urge to slam my forehead on the desk. That's what happens when you use the computer for gaming 99.9% of the time. The same goes with my other brother, who spends so much time playing his MMORPG, that my anime/mp3/OST/medical journals/etc downloads slow to a pitiful crawl.

The Net basically connects. It's the node that links you to variable things - from your old schoolmates, your favourite singer, cooking recipes, to odd people who do and post odd things on Youtube. And the world is heavily populated with people...that you start having to show yourself more. As in, sell yourself. Make yourself stand out among the rest. This is compounded by the inherent human tendency to stress more on self. Intrinsic _histrionic_ tendencies. Or ego, whichever applies.

That's how all the networking sites - Friendster, FB, Twitter, I'm looking at you - draw people toward them like bees to honey.

God Knows how I managed to get coerced into FB. My initial aim was to just know where my secondary school friends are now and how they are doing...but as to be expected, my number of friends grew to include my university peers too. And people I didn't know existed in real life. And was I surprised to find our _lecturers_ there too. Of course, nothing, and I _do_ mean _nothing_, beat the shock I had when I learnt that my father has an account there as well, gulp!

Twitter is another Internet phenomenon that I can never, for the life of me, understand. I did sign up for it, especially since Yanna has one as well _and_ she did invite me, but my account lasted for at most 4 days when I had to admit that 140 words just don't cut it for me. I need space, unlimited space. I need at least one blog entry if I _ever_ want to express something properly. So when my father asked me to set up an account for him, I had a weird look on that he seemed to...well, wonder a bit, I suppose. He still wanted it, so in the end I did set it up for him. I suppose it's rational for him to have it - he needs his updates the same way I need mine with my own anime hobbies.

Today's life is all about the spotlight. Making yourself news for the rest. Impinging on their to-know lists. Updating them even if the knowledge changes nothing, or if they're simply not interested. Expressing yourself in ways I never imagined possible (Youtube is a zone that I dare not wander too far in for this reason...).

...What on Earth am I saying? This blog is a form of expression too...but at least it doesn't involve...weird, out-of-this-world stuff. I think(?).

Continuation is guaranteed, with a catchier title next time, hopefully.

Current Music: Marukaite Chikyuu (Japan version) - Takahashi Hiroki

P/s: Why I was suddenly thinking about age? Because tomorrow is my sister's birthday, and I left her present all the way back in campus. *Headdesk*

P/p/s: The so-called guidelines I stated above? Accuracy is 100% questionable.

P/p/p/s: ...Wait, make that 85% questionable.

Monday, April 06, 2009

Imminent Valediction

Somehow I don't think my Xda II is going to make it anymore.
With the demise of the charger, the battery is as good as gone, and I doubt there's going to be any chance of resurrection later on...especially given the age. There's a lifespan for everything on this Earth, and it's nearing its time.
A few of my Word documents get corrupted lately, and there was the problem of hard resetting too often. And it gets really irritating when the phone was acting up - when something as simple as ending a call could fail, you know things will start going downhill.
Does this justify the need for a new one? As long as it can support several medical programs, read and edit Word documents and read PDF files, I'm good.
...Samsung Omnia, I'm looking at you. Glaring at you, because you're going to cost me a bomb.

Current Music: Bird - Seki Tomokazu

Friday, January 30, 2009

Thus Far (...not to be mistaken for "Homesick")

"The future, according to some scientists, will be exactly like the past, only far more expensive" ~ John Sladek

Yes, I am done with my previous O&G posting, and presently in another - Paediatrics.
I like O&G. I do, albeit sort of a different kind of 'like' as compared to Internal Medicine. Sure, some of the nurses gave a whole new meaning to "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorn'd", but still...some human beings are not worth all the fuss.

What about paeds?

A precaution for those who have problems with reading my rants and complaints - You know what ensues next in this entry, so run for cover or, more simply, go visit some other webpage.

Well, I rather have a problem with the too much travelling part. For those who may like a little more useless info to add to your knowledge on geography, the distance between Kuantan & Temerloh is a around 130km. In terms of time, with an average speed of 120km/hr (...ignore the fact that the speed limit is 110km/hr while you're at it), I took around 1 hour 40 minutes - traffic can be a nuisance! - and in terms of cost, around RM23.50.
Don't get me wrong - I like travelling. I like driving. I just don't like the tiredness that comes later.
And staying in a house is not too bad - if you can tolerate a bit of messiness here and there, a not-so-reliable water supply in a particular lathrine, and a kitchen sink that is outside, for the whole world to witness your prowess at washing dishes!!
I don't even care about the television set - only two channels that provide the least strain to one's eyes...because I'd rather be attending to my laptop and my story book.
And why on Earth do we students have punch cards??
...I'll end my complaints here.

What I do appreciate is the hearty breakfast at the hospital, and the not-so-hectic ambience.

But I do miss my old roommates.
I do miss the Internet connection, however lousy it is.
...I want to go home.

Yesterday I was just saying to a classmate about how dull it is to be staying here, away from home. He suggested doing several things, one of them shopping. To which I replied, "I would, if money wasn't an issue".
Sometimes the urge to buy something stems out from a false sense of power of procuring something new, to claim it as your own, to add to your own collection of a myriad of odds and ends. Dangerously though, it can also result in the notorious feeling of superciliousness.
I don't think I have any problem labelled as "impulse buying". If anything, it's the indecisiveness of "To buy, or not to buy".

One problem of not buying early enough is "It may not be around anymore after this, so I must get it now!". Another is "The price might be higher the next time around! That's why it has to be now!". A real-life example of this latter dilemma: A pentorch that cost RM10 previously, just over 6 months ago, is now RM13.
The "Say No to Shopping!" logic only has these to say:
"You already owned one!"
"Save money! Don't you know there's an economy crisis going on as we speak?"
"...Temptation is evil. Enough said."
"You don't need to get that."
"Dude, you seriously don't need that. I'm tellin' you for real."

What brought this on? Oh, just the dilemma of categorising "Camera" as a necessity or a luxury (which has a high probability of being misused).

Some things can wait - like a new PDA, a new phone, or a new mp3 player. This doesn't stop me from keeping my eyes glued on the 'candidates' though.
...Is the motivation of "I'll buy them myself, with the money that I earn myself!" be enough to set me into studious mode?

Materialism is evil, my friend. So is laziness. Which is the lesser of the two evils?
...I admit defeat. Where's my white flag?

Current Music: Disturbia - Rihanna

P/s: Is it just me, or has Squall lost weight in Dissidia: Final Fantasy?

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Money and...Much More

Am astounded as to why my Internet connection seems to be lagging. *shoots death glares at ISP*

Anyway. Haven't been doing much worth bragging about. Haven't been practising my keyboard for over a week now, and my attempt at Japanese have been so-so. One good thing that I did achieve was the revival of my Xda II by purchasing a new battery for him, and that I've managed to download a programme plus plugins to enable it to play FLV. Score one for the home team! I'll probably try to sustain it for 2, 3 years until I get a new one...Though that doesn't say much, since a camera - which I've wanted for quite some time - is still under my lengthy Wish List.

On with the subject I've promised earlier: Money and Value.

I mentioned before how depressing news are lately. And people have been complaining how hard it is to make ends meet, how troublesome it will be if the government were to issue salary twice a month, how government was right is reducing the subsidy...and henceforth. Last night's news revealed that whole chickens are sold for RM8 each, houses are now 30% more expensive...
While I'm thankful that my middle-income family is not suffering too much, it never hurts to be a little more prudent. The government has been promoting lifestyle change but seriously, a mere 10% decrement in their own earnings is laughable at the very least when we compare that the fuel price hike reaches a whooping 40%. They've been driving luxurious car(s) around, so the reduction won't even give them a proper jolt to reality. A little pang to their pride and a little jab at their greed (if present), but nothing more.
...Maybe it's not too wise to talk about them too much. God Knows if the ISA would suddenly stumble across this little blog of mine...

At times, regret and guilt would come raining down on me. Regret for either having bought something which turned out to be unnecessary later on, or even for not buying something when the chance presented itself. Guilt naturally ensues after the phase of regret.
So when I was told that it's best to invest money rather than just saving up, I had to agree. Likewise, when smart spending is involved. Let's face it, although we might be able to accumulate tons of money in banks, with the high inflation rates and all, the value would go down, down, down. Even a lot of money won't be able to get you much in the end.

Oh, the sheer horror of it all.

I'm kind of surprised (and relieved?) that students under JPA scholarship haven't tried asking for a raise. It probably had something to do with a recent raise we got a couple of months back...
...Still, the fact that I can't afford to laze around remains. There's a serious need to buck up if I want to make it in this world.
So it's time to stop thinking about how am I going to get to own superfluous things - like an iPhone (...), or a PSP (...), or a PS3 (ha?), a bunch of CDs or DVDs, clothes and stuff...
Which gave me no real reason to go to the mall, unless for window shopping. But we all know it may lead to unnecessary spending, or in the case of non-spending, a severe case of depression when the realisation that I won't be able to own it hits me hard. Even so, driving to the mall would consume money too...

*groans*

Still, frankly speaking, I'm sick of staying at home. Maybe that's why I haven't been able to do much, be it the things that I usually enjoy doing or not.

It's a different case of homesickness.

Maybe I should go out tomorrow. So what if I'll be on my own? I'll just busy myself with reading at a bookstore. Besides, we live in a somewhat un-caring society anyway; one that doesn't bother with other people's business.

That's all.

Ah. In an out-of-character move, I've landed myself with a Facebook account. What has the world come to!?

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Sleepyheads like you are the reason they invented the snooze button. "Another five minutes! Just another five minutes." Okay, maybe one more...But eventually you do get up to face the day and arrive wherever you need to be in somewhat decent shape.


That said, after your initial reluctance to get out from under the covers, we'd guess you're pretty eager to get your day going. And while you probably won't be up with the roosters (or at least volunteer to be), you're able to be surprisingly productive before noon. Sometimes you just may need a little nudge or strong cup of coffee to get going. Then you'll be off and running!


Take this test!
People who stand out as eldest children due to their achievements usually believe that educational and career advancement is very important. In fact, they likely enjoy higher salaries and more professional prestige than many of their peers. They tend to be highly efficient and appreciate the value of constructive feedback. They're probably competitive and like to compare themselves to others. Odds are they are more likely than most to enjoy competition and team sports. Additionally, it's probable that they are smart and able to perform at above average levels at most things.


Current Music: You - Yuzuki
A song from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. I even cropped it so that it'll become my ringtone. A surprising change of rhythm from Back-On or doa...Have I mellowed in the past few days?

Friday, September 14, 2007

Zero Title

Because my thoughts today have been random, and may go on as random for a few days.

My break is bound to be over in less than 2 days, and I'm not ecstatic about it. It's mostly because I enjoy breaking fast at home, where one doesn't really have to worry about whether or not the cafeteria has enough food to cater to all, plus the unbeatable, traditional home-made food. Sure, add the one about "cooked with motherly love" and all, it's quite near to the truth.

Never mind that I'm only halfway through Kingdom Hearts II. Maybe it'll take another 3/4 year for me to finish it, when a longer break comes (read: after my First Pro exams).

Then there's also this news of another Kingdom Hearts coming, as hinted from a secret ending in Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix+, featuring 3 new characters (Terra, Ven and Aqua) pitting their skills (and failing miserably...) against some bald old guy and his own, um, sidekick thingy. Since Ven looked awfully a lot like Roxas, there was a lot of speculations going around among fans. Anyhow, Nomura declared that the game is set some time between Kingdom Hearts, and Chain of Memories & KH2, and that it's more of a side story rather than part of the main storyline we've seen so far.

Plus, there's no definite answer as to what platform it'll be on; Most probably (seeing the drop-dead gorgeous animation) it's on the PS3, but I'm really, _really_ hoping that there's truth in the rumour that it's for PS2.

Speaking of PS2 and PS3, I do wish Sony would just stick and improve an already existing console rather than go and create a new one. While I do understand human's constant endeavours for improvement, more advanced technologies and greater aesthetic enjoyment/achievement, eventually there has to be the end of the line. I mean, how about upgrading? It's too much to ask loyal fans to buy a new console just so they could enjoy the latest addition(s) to the hit franchise!

And darn, PSP itself is one heck of a grand temptation, especially since I found out that there will be Star Ocean and Star Ocean 2: The Second Story remakes, entitled Star Ocean: The First Departure and Star Ocean: The Second Evolution respectively. Of course, not discounting the remake of another FFVII chapter called FFVII: Crisis Core.

If my overwhelming desire is not enough to keep me unhappy, I still need to figure out how to get Chain of Memories work on my iBook!


Current Music
: Get Over - Dream

Thursday, September 06, 2007

mixed

In his own way, my father is a funny guy.

He went to Beijing a few weeks back, and he was sweet enough to message me, asking if there was anything in particular that I'd like him to get. Of course, I didn't say what I wanted in particular - my mind was too caught up with reading (whether it was studying or one of the novels that I recently bought, I cannot recall...) that my insatiable materialistic wants was brushed off aside.

End of scene one. Start scene two.

Today he was saying something about having bought an iPod. In Beijing.

I remarked that buying an iPod is rather a waste, since, unlike other mp3 or mp4 players, it is incapable of recording or playing the radio.

Moving on to scene three.

I found one on my shelf.

Scene three-point-five: I didn't know how to react.

My deduction skill took over. This had to be a fake. I mean, no offense or anything, but China is somewhat known for unoriginal things. Especially since he did mention back in the shop (where scene two took place) that he bought it for a cheap price. Said price also happened to be at least one-fifth of the cheapest iPod anyone can find on the face of the Earth.

Still, it was awfully sweet of him to buy it. My reasoning stated that he'd probably saw the Apple Inc. logo and automatically thought that my sister and I (yup, he bought two...) would love it to death. Yeah, we do have this predilection for Apple, but still...

...It's funny. Really.

If anything, it shows that he supports our Apple hemi-mania. Or, the other way of looking at it would be that he's OK with the idea of his daughters' helpless addiction to music...something he has, many times, deemed or condemned as worthless and distractful.

That being said, I still love my father (although I'd never say this outright). Even if he did make me wait for more than 20 minutes at the LRT station.


Current Music: Garnet Moon - Shimatani Hitomi

Your Brain is Purple

Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic.
You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.
Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Aye

New year, but it seems that with each passing December 31, I'd usually be doing the same thing at the tick of midnight: On my bed (with or without a computer on), listening to a Japanese song, thinking how the past has left us in the lurch, and the uncertainties the future has to offer.

Fireworks fill the first midnight sky of 2007, but here I am, not even glancing out of my own bedroom window, and thinking how they disrupt the song I'm listening to.

Currently downloading Gundam SEED episode 24. Don't ask why I even bothered to, knowing that a Realplayer file is _not_ something my Avicenna recognises much less plays.
Seven minutes to completion, then I'll begin with episode 39.
Then perhaps, just for the whim of it...SEED Destiny episode 14.

I am guilty of a downloading spree, with the unlimited Internet access (something lacking back in that backwater lil place...) and _tons_ of sites to check out, and likewise, _tons_ of things to download.

I just love Avicenna to bits...

Anyhow, so I got a new phone. A Sony Ericsson. I've nothing against Sony. I remember dreaming of owning one once upon a time - like I said before, advertisements have powerful influence - before I got a phone.

But yeah, Nokia's still cool in a different way. But it's just too bloody expensive for anyone's good.

Am I guilty for over-spending? Not exactly. It's a necessity - if not today, it would be someday.

So.

New block's starting in two days' time. Not exactly ecstatic (I demand longer breaks, damnit!), since I enjoyed the previous one a whole lot, and am kinda sad that it's gone.

Not that I want to repeat the experience, mind you. Once is enough. My time is limited.

Oh, the download's over. Time to move to the next one...

...if it turns out that whatever I'm downloading is either subtitle-less or fan-subbed, I'd be very, VERY disappointed.

Happy New Year, y'all. May the future bring good news to us all.

Current Music:
Itsuka no Merry Christmas - B'z (I know, I know. Listening to a Christmas when it has been over for days, plus the fact that I'm not even Christian! ...My taste is quirky.)

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Mendoukusai

I wonder what will happen when one day, Apple manages to give Microsoft a run for its money. Sure, some programs aren't supported by Mac (my CLIE for PC is a good example - then again we can safely say that CLIE has become obsolete as we speak) but let's face it, Windows grow troublesome with age.

Take this PC, for instance. I can cook instant noodles and finish it by the time the PC is ready to be handled.



One's patience grows thin too, you know.

Remember how the old telephones look like? The one that requires you to turn -thingy just so you dial? It makes you wait while it rewinds. Make me use it, and I'll dump the item in the nearest trash can faster than you can ever stop me.

Tsk tsk.

Current Music: Ignited - T.M. Revolution

Friday, June 09, 2006

Outbreak

To those virus authors (not forgetting any malicious code authors, be it trojans, spywares, etc), I wish them a miserable life, full of pain and sufferings.

It is unforgivable, making innocent people wince in unease.

Now that Avicenna is in the house...hopefully he'll be a more formidable opponent against those villains

Poor Nao.

Friday, May 12, 2006

Yuusenken

In retrospect, perhaps the ideology that is postmodernism is not entirely false. (Although, the onion bit is enough to send me laughing to the nearest asylum...)

They claim there is no Truth. That's simply because they haven't found it yet. Or, even if they had, I doubt they had paid enough attention to see that Truth is staring right back at them.

But the fact about relativism bothers me a bit.

The problem with relativism is that it is quite true. We're all different. Just because two people are blood-siblings it doesn't guarantee that they can see eye to eye. What's important thing to someone may not be as important to the next person.

Your priority list and mine may not even resemble each other in the most remote sense possible.

Usually, we base our priority list according to our desires. That is, to fulfil what the heart calls out for easily makes the top 10 in the list.

Then, one may ask, what is the problem?

Nothing new, that's for sure. We have this faculty of desire that is always thirsty for more, although it knows that what it wants is not going to keep my attention for long. The 'high' acquired after the said 'thirst' is 'quenched' is usually short-lived, since the said faculty is now hunting for something new.

Progress (that is, as time goes by...) brings more things for us to hunger for. Take technology for instance; All those gadgets. Laptops, PDAs, mobile phones, and the list is endless. The past introduced us to cordless phones - which were sizable! - and the present shoves all the latest designs and new, additional capabilities, all compacted in one.

But these things don't really last for long. Once consumed by Time, the battery's performance would start to deteriorate. Scratches here and there start to appear for no apparent reason. And then you find yourself wishing for more, and a newer replacement.

And thus, the line bordering need and desire blurs.

Current Music: She Is - Clazziquai

 
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