Anaesthesia.
I suppose the reaction most people would get after his/her first choice is granted would be one of elation. As for me?
It was more of a shock.
Perhaps I still am in that state.
Am I ecstatic? More like relieved, sort of.
Am I sad? Sort of, since it means one helluva tag for 1 month straight. Goodbye any plan for a much needed post-HO-ship vacation.
Not to say that I'm not thankful to God.
And yet...reactions from those closest to me have been lacklustre at best.
Also, I have another painful decisions to make.
Yes, it hurts so bad.
I have a knack to spin things out of proportion just to stress myself out, do I not?
Current Music: Not to Love You - Ryan Tedder
