Intermission #24

This is it. Final Pro. Today - Monday the 23rd - until Wednesday the 25th.

Frankly, I don't know what to think and feel anymore. Just go through with it, as if I'm on autopilot or something. Argh.

For some reason I'm not as down as I thought I would be. Tired, very tired...but I thought I'd be in total despair by now.

Not to say that I did awesomely. Sigh. At this point, beggars can't be choosers.

All I know is, I'm almost halfway there...wherever 'there' may lead me. It's no secret though that I wish to graduate as soon as possible.

But I still pray for the best - for everyone and for my own self.

...Positive!Self, where have you been all these while!?

Current Music: Insya Allah - Maher Zain

Intermission #23

Note to self: When people say 'global' as in 'global warming', it really means "There's no escape for you, only despair!"

And here I was hoping to avoid the infernal heat back on campus, only to be greeted by the exact replica back in my own hometown. What on Earth!? So now I'm sick with a bad case of upper respiratory tract infection, and I'm aching all over. For some reason my sinusitis is worse in hot weather...

...This little fact should be some sort of a motivation for me. As in, study hard -> good results -> do Masters overseas -> cooler weather.

Ah, I dream nonetheless.

...study, woman, STUDY!!!11 How's about channeling all the thinking energy to issues that really matter for a   change?

Intermission #22

1. Today was...I don't what how to describe it. Surreal, yes, but I've used the word before in the same setting so...ah, screw it. Yes, it was surreal, but it's good that it's finally over. The last end block exam before Final Pro ended for me this morning.

And it was...meh. There's no other word for it, so it should do for now. Or maybe my brain is too lazy to think right now. Brainfreeze much?

2. There's always something to be thankful for, no matter what - I need to remind myself of this obvious fact every now and then. Also, there's always something that we can count on...

Life will be much easier if I could actually stop over-analysing stuff. I think my imagination is too active for my own good. Channel some of those energy to the Memory section, will you? Pfft.

3. As a side note...zOMG WHY is my knowledge on neurology so MEH!?

Current Music: More - Usher