1. I'm astounded as to how ignorant I could be at times.
2. One reason why I chose this profession was because how I hated bureaucracy - the sense of being a "
pak/mak turut" to your superiors because you're just a lowly
kuli and so inexperienced and oh-so-styoopid.
Dear God, I didn't expect I could be more wrong. This is the epitome of bureaucracy.
Remember this rule?
(i) Your boss is always right.
(ii) If your boss is wrong, refer to rule number (i).
Yeah. My working environment is the perfect embodiment of this rule.
Which naturally brings us back to my point 1. Woe is me!
3. Perhaps rather than blowing your top and scolding us house officers (who are nothing but your cheap source of labour anyway), you MOs or specialists or whatnot's should just sit together and discuss among each other what each and everyone of you can request from each other, so that one department will not go and order bizarre and insane things from other departments.
It'd do a world of good rather than sitting together and complaining about us HOs. At least you'd probably understand each other better instead of condemning other departments for their so-called inefficiency or joblessness or whatever rubbish you can think of. Unless your egos are just too big to listen to other people.
What use is there in yakking at me when I'm only following orders?
And for the love of God don't bother asking me questions when you don't give me a chance to answer or give proper reasons.
And if you're just too high and mighty to entertain us HOs, then go yak at my superiors instead!
Honestly though. It feels as if all the higher ups do is complain about us rather than changing the hospital system or manner of management.
They're doing it wrong. But who are we to tell them that, hmm?
4. Don't think just because we're HOs, we have no idea what we're doing.
Oh wait, I forgot. We're your punching bag, your scapegoat, your black sheep. Getting scolded at for no good reason is apparently part of our job description.
...Pshaw! Is this what you call professionalism? Is there a need to make other people's lives more difficult than necessary?
5. I'm becoming less enthusiastic to join Pathology with each passing minute. Damn it.
6. God, when will this suffering end!?
I just hope I will not become like those that I now hate. Difficult, certainly, what with my own temper becoming more and more uncontrollable by the minute...
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