Shortage

I am appalled with the degree of my ignorance and stupidity.

It is perfectly understandable that the time factor is lacking - in addition to my own limited memory and perhaps, initiative - so one can hardly learn everything that the heart desires.

Some things take ages to understand, and aeons to master; especially it involves a truckload of memorisation and an ocean-depth understanding. And if it is necessary to learn an entirely new jargon, that doesn't make sense at all if one were to use it in one's daily conversation.

So I've to consult one who's erudite in the matter. It's relieving, to a certain point, to hear my own unconscious self admitting to my weaknesses!

Current Music: Shizuku - Okuda Miwako