Have you ever felt so hurt that it feels like someone just tore your chest wide open and ripped your heart out of the praecordium, and then shred it to pieces?
Have you ever felt so betrayed by the ones you love and even by yourself?
Have you ever had so many back-to-back episodes of self-reprisals, like a barrage of machine guns taking shots at you?
And all these pain can't be drowned, can't be deleted, can't be ignored or denied.
Why do I do this to myself?
And so it goes on - this fear of attachment. Of getting hurt.
