1. If you will pardon the words that will follow - the hospital is going to the dogs.
Maybe that's why my current MO & specialist are trying to seduce me into O&G. Not because I'm capable or knowledgeable or anything, but because the department is losing people and they're trying to maintain the number.
Stupid policies are stupid. They're treating us like kids.
It feels especially insulting when you know you've been doing your best all this while, and yet...and yet you can't change people's perception, opinion, biases for the better.
But one may argue: screw what people say. You're not supposed to let them bother you so much, especially when you know that they themselves sometimes don't know any better. Give them some benefit of the doubt, or something.
But you're supposed to be doing all this, working, struggling in God's Cause, yes?
Ideally speaking, yes.
2. Resentment is easy. Easier than trying to find the obscure, almost nonexistent positive aspects of things.
It's easier, but it's just not right.
3. So if anyone's still interested to know, yes, most likely I'll be applying to return to Selangor once I'm done with housemanship.
Am I even worthy of wondering if there will be one who will try to change my mind?
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