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It's really, really hard fighting with yourself.
Shall I deceive myself, saying that I love paediatrics and that I'm willing to read every topic up like one who's craving for the precious beads of knowledge? Or shall I coop myself up amidst this constraining walls of misery, adamant with the fact that I dislike this particular discipline?
Sigh.
I've entertained and indulged myself enough. Is it time to subject myself to what eventually will come my way? Books and all?
Yup, this entry has no purpose.
Where has all my enthusiasm for learning gone? Won't it come back to me?

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