Perhaps optimism is way beyond me. It's easier to ignore than to deny.
To climb is far more difficult than traveling in a flat, straight line. To descend, on the other hand...promises more misery, and a worse view of things to come.
I'm too young to feel this bad...but already old enough to know that idealism kills.
As mentioned before - there are no more tears. Numbness is starting to set in...and the only solution I can see is with Him.
Current Music: Awaken - Maher Zain
