It's amazingly scary what stress can do to you, and what you in turn do unto others. Even I find myself sniping at those I find deserving - especially after I made the initial effort of being extra-civilised and yet received a disappointing response.
Sometimes it's just not worth the extra effort.
I can't afford to play nice all the way - not when people don't seem to appreciate it. Yes, I know it's supposed to be for God and all...but I am just human, liable to emotional breakdowns.
I try not to impart judgment on people...because deep down I realise that I might(?) be doing the same mistake if I were in their shoes.
2. There is a change in how I spend my money these days...and I'm kind of worried.
3. How do you define me? How do you see me in your eyes?
Maybe you don't know me that well. Or maybe I'm just too multi-faceted that you don't get to see a certain side of me that prefers to hide in the darkness, behind a pleasant face.
Or maybe I'm the one that's in error, blind to my own shortcomings.
4. I'm starting to understand - and emulate - my mother's occasional indifference(?) to patients' complaints.
...Good God, I really need to be done with housemanship and just get out of clinical work for good.
Current Music: Payphone - Maroon Five featuring Wiz Khalifa
