Onaji

Frankly speaking, I'm out of things to say.
I realise that day by day, the same thoughts cross my mind - no need to repeat them here - and yes, my emotions crumble due to the same darn things all over again.
I'm sick of it. It just proves how weak I truly am.
Perhaps this is His way of strengthening me up, shaping me into a better person?
(Merely by hearing a positive voice in my head is scaring me. No kidding. Usually I wouldn't bother too much).
The future is anybody's guess.